Goal: shower, listen to music, and try to record something
I am actually sitting at my desktop typing this blog. It is relevant because I have been using my laptop since my surgery and my loved one bet that I would abandon my desktop now that I had a faster, newer, system in the laptop. HaHa! It just took time to get back to my baby, but I always knew I could never abandon her. *smile*
I must admit, today has been emotionally light for me. The heaviness which usually fills my heart has drfted by me; for that, I am truly thankful. Although sleep was difficult to find last night, I didn't start the day wanting to sleep it away. I made my regular breakast: two turkey patties, and english muffin, and mocha; took my meds; and watched a movie. By one thirty, I was ready to take a much needed and longed for shower. (Although the doctor cleared me to shower on Wednesday, I was still bleeding a lot from the area where the stiches were removed. The techs advised me to wait a day or two. I held out a little bit longer.)
Selecting Musiq to serenade me while showering, I began my hour showering process. The shower was much needed and much enjoyed. *smile* It is just something so therapuetic about water washing all the muck away. Again, after showering, I felt lite and free. (See my older blog regarding showering: http://fixedtoaframe-dsigma1922.blogspot.com/2010/02/showering-away-pain.html.)
Wanting to tackle life again, I started working on recording some feature shows to submit to my GM. It felt liberating and foreign recording again. Even though I am working in the safety of my home, the butterflies have returned along with the doubtful questions: "Is my voice okay?;" "How was the delivery?;" "Should I do another take?" And yet, I feel like myself again. I am not sure what will be completed tonight, but the victory lays in the fact that I am moving forward again. Here's to Movement!
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