Goal: didn't have any today...
Today was an absolute bust! After the dose of Vicodin kicked in this morning, I became sluggish, sleepy, an unexcited about the day. I was literally sitting on the couch ALL DAY! I finally got off my booty at 7:45 PM, deciding enough was enough. I took a shower in an effort to feel like I did SOMETHING today. Although the shower felt nice, I have a serious headache and I feel kind of sick in the stomach. I know its the Vicodin. I just started retaking it a few days ago because I am running very low on my Tylenol 3. I might need my dearest to do another med run.
Lacking energy really messed with my head. I found myself falling back into that dark place of fear, doubt, and uncertainty and I felt helpless. I felt there was nothing I could do to pull myself out of that place.
At the very least, I have now recorded this day. I am also listening to my new Monica CD, Still Standing, which arrived today. It is pretty nice thus far. I'll let her tunes carry me off...
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