Sunday, May 16, 2010

Floating thoughts...

Today, I find it difficult to blog because I have so many thoughts floating around: Friday's outcome; my future mobility; my future employment; and the ability to continue pursuing my dream.  As the day ticked away, I found myself in a weird trance-like state.  I don't think I was stuck in sadness, but I truly don't know which other word to use.  Being fixed to a frame for five months places so much stuff on your heart.  I find that I have all these desires but am unable to pursue them because of the state I am in.  Now that this phase of my journey may be over, I worry about re-claiming the  life I once had, and in truth, I want to make my life better.

I know that there is a purpose for my life and a future not yet  known to me.  I just ask God to allow me to hear His voice as he provides me direction to find it.

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