Seven days ago, my external frame was removed. After five months and three days, my frame was removed - so why don't I feel happy?????
I have struggled emotionally this past week, hence a week without blogging. Although I AM excited to have that heavy piece of plastic and metal off and out of my leg, I am fearful about my future self. Can this happen to me again?
I know I am sounding like a broken record, as I've questioned my future before, but I am unable to shake this feeling.
My doctor was very positive and reassuring regarding my healing process. He is happy that I am willing to move at a conservative pace as I am wearing a walking cast for two weeks. (My doctor was going to put me in something less supportive, enabling me to easily shower.) I figure, after five months of hell, why would I rush the process now. Really? Now? I don't think so.
